I haven't blogged in forever..

This Feeling I'm Feeling

This feeling I’m feeling is eating at my skin.
It’s festering like bugs, trying to get in.
I won’t let it happen, it has to come out.
They’ll sit and chew at my brain, causing me some serious pain.
I can’t think straight. My words, they don’t come out right.
I’m planning my escape, this feeling will be no more.
I’ll cut it out, and place it on the floor.
Then I’ll run like I’ve never run before, oh this feeling will be no more.

It’s gone now, that feeling of mine,
I don’t know if it’s good, I just can’t decide.
I guess it’s safe to say I miss it though.
That feeling left such an empty whole.
There’s nothing now to fix what I’ve done,
I just want it back, oh he can’t be the one.

The pain was too much for me to handle,
It felt so right, and yet so completely wrong.
Damn this feeling, it’s been here all along.
I can’t get rid of it, no matter how hard I try.
The best thing to do is just to live and learn to say goodbye.