Hmm, thoughts.

"As soon as forever is threw,

That's when I'll be over you"

It's raining out, so there's no way for me to feel down. I've got so much on my mind I just want to sleep and never think again. But apparently that's bad and we shouldn't do it. I'm in the writing mood I guess so I'm going to write down my thoughts. Names will be starred out and if you ask I might tell you, then again I might not. Don't take offense.

Holy shit did you know you could change the font color?!

I didn't(:

Alrighty I'm going to start with how much I hate talk to **** now. Like what the fuck happened? We were close like last month! Now all you do is rub the fact that you talk to **** in my face. What the fuck is that shit? I don't want to hear what you guys are talking about on the phone. I don't want to hear every time he calls you pretty. I don't want to hear about all that shit. I know you're just trying to piss me off and trust me honey it's working. You're such a bitch. You got mad at **** for doing the same thing you did to me. The only difference is they're dating now. Get the fuck over it, I have. Fuckin' a. I should of stopped being friends with you the second I knew you liked him, because I know you. And I know how you act. You do it with **** too. Honestly, it's seems like you only go for the guys that I like. It's ridiculous. I don't tell you things because you get mad at me for liking people. You blow everything out of proportion and you want attention way too much. **** doesn't like you. Get the fuck over it, he's happy with ****. Stop trying to ruin that for him. Fuck. Oh and stop getting all jealous when he answers my phone calls and not yours. It's probably because you're annoying as fuck and he doesn't want to talk to you! He's allowed to talk to me too, he was my best friend before he was yours. You know what, just go fuck yourself.

You're lame. You're lame. You're lame. I miss you already and it's only been a day. Damnitt, dude. Why can't you learn from your mistakes?

This is your favorite color. Or at least it was the last time we were friends. Ha. I miss us. Even if we never really labeled it that way. I miss our cuddles and kisses. I miss the way you talked to me. I miss the feeling I get when I knew you were looking at me. I miss holding your hand and sitting on your lap. I miss it all. I know you're unhappy right now, but maybe you just need to try and be happy. And if that doesn't work, hey we tried right? I just miss you.

**** you're fuckin' annoying, stop talking to me. Like now. I hate that I have to see you every other day. >:l

BEST FRIEND! BEST FRIEND! BEST FRIEND! I love you with my whole heart. Every single bit of it. I don't know why, but you're the closest thing I have right now. I don't need anyone else, as long as I have you. Weird, but I like it that way. Niggatrick<3>

I really wanna smoke a cigarette right now. You don't even know. Fuck. I shall do it in the morning.

Hmm, I think I need to do like 3 projects, but I truly don't want to do them. So I'm not. Surprised? I'm not.

I hate not having money, soo much. Fuck I wanna go to this concert soo bad! Like damnitt, this is bullshit. Fuck my mom. She's a nasty whore.

This concludes my thoughts for now. Sweet dreams?