I've been beaten down.

"I've been kicked around

But he takes it all for me."

So, Eric made my day. I was outside and shit and he came running up to me and gave me a hug. 'Twas nice, very nice. He's such a cool bean, like seriously. I gets bubbly whenever I'm around him. Ahaha, this is going to end badly, I can feel it. But you know what? I don't care. Wanna know why? Because caring only makes things hurt more. Grrz, I'm annoyed. People are fuckin' dumb. Like seriously the world doesn't revolve around you. Fuckin' drop it already, not everyone has to pay attention to you, fuck. I had a semi good day today, it rained so that made it all the better. Fuckin' Barker made my day though, him and his Venom :D I love that kid :D Going to Jakob's tomorrow with Johnnie I thinks. It'll be bomb shit. I'm colder then balls dude. It's not even funny. I took a shower and I still smell like hot boys :D I love it :D

To Jakob:

So my friend, for some reason I'm totally down with you dating Jasmine. Which is weird, but I only want you to be happy. I mean when you genuinely like someone that's all you want for them is happiness. So I guess my mind is telling me you're happy with Jasmine(: But yes, I just wanted to tell you that since you're getting some much shit from other people about it. You're my best friend and always will be :D I love you, Niggatrick(: